fjngjren

im bored in my tech connections class, save me.

its all the same

ive been trying to hard this summer to get into bayview alternative high school.
and i finally suceeded.
come visit me sometime?

teardrops

Just pointing this out right now. This may be my last post, so I will try to make it sound as good as I can make it. It's about summer. Well my summer that is. Normally my summer consists of staying at home all day. Why is this all I do? I have no transportation. My parents do not allow me to ride the transit, so the most I get out of one day is calling a friend, making them have their own ride, and then they come over for a while, sometimes they will sleep over. Summer 2008 was very nice though.I did something different for a change. I went with an old friend 'Sara' to Arizona. It was a very wonderful experience. It was my first time ever being to Arizona, and the furthest I have ever been from home.So in my opinion when summer arrives it is not all that great. My mother tells me that I should be glad that I even get to do anything over the summer. One very amazing thing that will be to happen is that I am going to Hemp Fest , Bumbershoot, and Warped Tour. I am major excited that my mother is taking me to those.So for right now, those are the most interesting things that I will be doing over the summer.


A few other things, I might not be going to South Whidbey High School next year, or ever. The reason why is because I have not been doing well in South Whidbey Middle School. And if I go to a school that I am most likely going to just flunk, then I won't get my credits and then I will fail. Which means I wont get into a good Collegel. I would really like to go to Bayview Alternative School because I love the arts they have there, and they do a lot of photography, which I need in order to be a photographer when I get older. The reason my mother doesn't want me going to the Bayview Alternative School is because she thinks that if I go there it will be harder and I won't get into a good college. She thinks/knows that it will be hard because it was hard for my brothers, but that was like 5 years ago. I would really like to give it a chance. At least try it. So I am still on my way of convincing my mother to let me go/try there. But I have told my mother that I really do not want to go to South Whidbey High School. So she is allowing me to go back to The Christian Academy. They are a tough school, I know that for a fact because I used to go there. And I believe that if I go to a tough school that is going to keep on me about my grades and my work, then I will not fail. Then I will get into a good college.

It is weird for me to talk about this because am only 14 years old. But hey, every child has their hopes and dreams. I just like to plan ahead so that I have a higher possibility on my dreams coming true.

metaphor face-Oliver Sykes

His hair is as black as midnight.
His eyes are like stars with a shine of moon.
His ears are covered by his pitch black hair.
His mouth was with a tiny smirk.
His nose is covered by the flash of a paparatzi's camera.
His forehead was covered by his flipped hair.
His cheek are tinted with a bit of blush.
His teeth are hidden by his beautiful lips.
His lips are pierced with a shiny metal snakebites.
His skin is as pale as paper.
"His voice is amazing like the songs he sings"

Music Playlist at MixPod.com

Frontier House Application

What attracted you to this project?
i am not attracted to this project.


What hobbies and interests do you have?
i like everything.

What image do you have of pioneer living?
a lonely person living in a house that is made of logs. and later in life they go crazy.


What's the most challenging thing you and your family (or group) have experienced?
deciding on what we will do. with certain things that enter our lives.

If you were chosen what do you think you would most miss about modern life?
everything.

What qualities do you and your family have that make you suited to this experience?
I'm not suited to this experience.


What skills do you have that may help you?
My cooking skills.


What would you hope to get out of the experience?
Anything I do not already know

What do you think will be the most difficult challenge of pioneer life?
leaving everything that matters to me. beginning to look ugly.

What skills would you like to learn from the experience?
anything that will count as work in my class.

We'd like you to tell us:
What interests you about this project?
I'm not interested in this project

Do you have any concerns about your participation?
no?

How much do you know about your family history -- do you have pioneer roots?
i know nothing at all. those would be some weird questions to ask my parents

How did you hear about Frontier House?
my teacher tried interesting the class.

jethro

Dear Jethro,
I wish you could have stayed longer than you said.
You came into my life, then you walked right out.
And you did it as fast as a tissue being lit on fire.

Now I am using that tissue.
Those tears drip down and down.
Slowly tearing my world apart.

If you came back,
I promise everything would change.
The memories we had together will be put to the past.

But since your gone,
My heart is too.
It is slowly turning to stone.

It is in the palm of your hand.
And I feel as though you have stabbed it with a rusty knife.
If I had my heart back,then maybe I would not have a hole on my chest.

That hole from where you cut it out,
That hole where you let me bleed.
My dear Jethro, how I wish you didn't leave me here all alone and on my own.

So sorry

Lovely Darla,
I am so so sorry.
I didn't mean to leave you on the floor,
For my younger sister Sally to pick up.

I am so sorry,
That she tore off your head,
And threw you around.

I am so sorry,
The dog came and dragged you around,
cut holes in you.

I am so sorry,
Sally just tossed your head into a bowl of cereal.
But its ok, i just found it,
But I must admit,
you were my least favorite doll,

Cancer

Crying; that's all that is left for her to do. To attempt ease the pain.
She has tried everything.
Shed blood,
Talked about it,
Chemo,
Ignoring it.
Suicide,
But no one understands,
Her emotions are falling apart, along with her body.
And still,
They think its a joke,
because of her past no one believes what is being said.
they just watch her slowly die.
Like nothing is wrong,
But they have got that backward.
What she sees happening to her is a change in life.
A change which she will lose the life she has been given.
She counts each day that does by,
waiting for that one last day to come.
The hardest part for her, is to leave the ones she loves.
She just wants to see him, one last time.
He turned her down in the beginning, but now.
He wishes he didn't.
Thoughts...
That is all that's going through her head.
And finally that boy comes to visit her,
But there's a change.
The bed is made.
No one is there.
She has passed away.
Gone to a better place.
But there may be hope, He finds a letter on the bed with his name on it.
The note says:
In the beginning it was hard,
but everyday I shed a tear,
each tear made me think of you, and how you weren't mine.
But the hardest part was leaving you.
Just remember, I will never get over this,
and i will cherish the moments i had,
chasing after you.
I was in that room when he read that note,
I was there to comfort him,
I was his shoulder to cry on.
Everyday, I stood next to her,
I was there when she died,
I was there when no one believed her.
I was her best friend,
i never lost hope in her.
And I was the reason she couldn't have him.
But in the end,
There was a bit of happiness,
it was just sitting around the corner,
waiting for you to find it.

This poem was written by. Angelina Marie Karamanyan.

riddle me

I am long.
Children always think of sliding down me.
Im very colourful.
If you go the end end of me you will find a pot of gold.
What am I?


I am a rainbow.

What if,

Lying is like getting a paper cut and not knowing until it bleeds.


What if,
Humans didn't have hearts.
You wouldn't have feelings for anything or anyone.
To love, or care.
To feel, or touch.
We would be living dead,
Cold skin, and lifeless.

chelsea smile

This is my sci-fi monster.
Her name is Chelsea. They call her Chelsea smile because she smiled too much.Gangs did not like her so they sewed her lips shut after she died.She died from a disease which ate her stomach out from the inside and out from eating pig intestines.

Junior mints

Hmm well all of a sudden I got the erge to write about this, I mean writing is a BIG hobby of mine.So what I was gonna say is last night I was on myspace, and I did this survey for a bulliten and it asked ' What do you plan to do when you grow up?'. It got me for a few seconds. I mean I didn't even have an idea of what I was going to do. So I talked to my parents about it and they said' oh please, don't worry!'. Im sorry mom and dad but, I think I should at least start thinking about it, or atleast talking about it! So this morning on the bus ride I was thinking of where I plan to move... I decided I really like it in Seattle... But the only thing thats scaring me away from Seattle is being alone, with ALL those people that I don't know. I mean Seattle is a very crowded place. Sorta freaky to think abaout what could happen. So if I move to Seattle I am mpving with a friend. So now Seattle is off the list. The only other place I liked in Washington was Olimpia... So I thought about it real hard and I said' theres a college, its the capital ... and I have family there!... Why not?' So for now I think I will stick with Seattle just to be a little adventurous!Maybe I will learn some responsibility there? Who knows?!
(:
What do you think?

The best things in life are free.

The day before New Years Eve was actually fun. My friend Sara and I went to The Alderwood Mall. She had 100.00$ and I had 60.00$. There was a pretty long ferry line, but it was still quite enjoyable. Since I gave her that current day a "Apocoliptica" CD.In the ferry line we just listened to that. And what was even funner was that when her dad left the car I would sneak up to the drivers seat and we would turn the music up really loud. Although when her dad came back he would get really mad and then I would have to move to the backseat, where I came from. Once we got to the mall we were on a search for too-too's. We had searched almost every store and couldn't find one store with them! Until we arrived at Hot Topic, we both bought white too-too's and then ran around the mall with them on. We then left the mall area and met up with her dad, from there we went to eat at a sushi bar which was in the mall area. The next day (New Years Eve) at 7:00PM Sara and I met up with our friend Joey, then went to one of Sara's neighbors parties.We stayed there and joined all the adults, but that was not as fun. Yet the woman that lives there told us we could go watch TV downstairs. So we watched South Park on the TV downstairs until 10:30PM. At that time we got sorta more bored.So we decided to leave. We walked back to Sara's house. And watched more South Park. And a few scary movies.We did not go to sleep until about 2:00AM! It wasn't all that bad, I wanted to stay up later, but everyone else was tired and exhausted. So basically that night was amazing.And I have to say, fun.